Monday, March 14, 2016

Work in Progress

The past few months, it has been super evident that God is working on my heart. He's been pulling out every insecurity that I have and forcing me to work them out. Every unhealthy habit that I have is being completely squashed. It's not fun, it's not easy, and it's sure as heck not a fast process. But it's a necessary one. 

In Mark 8:22-26, we see Jesus healing a blind man. Jesus spit on his hands and rubbed the man's eyes. Suddenly, the man could see. However, he didn't see clearly. Then, as verse 25 tells us, "his eyes were opened, his sight was restored, and he saw everything clearly."

When I first read this passage and we discussed it in one my classes, I thought "wait. Did Jesus just fail at healing this guy?!" It made no sense to me. I even remember having the discussion in class that maybe there was just spit in the guys eye and it was blurring his vision. 

However, I realized a little later that I AM THAT THE BLIND MAN

How many times has God revealed something to me and I see it, but I don't really see it. How many times has He said, "Erin. Stop being a brat and apologize to that person" and I convince myself that it isn't really necessary?

Or how many times has God told me that I need to give up my pride and I ignore it and think "No no. I can do this on my own?" 

This passages is showing us that we are constantly being worked on by God. Our relationship with Him isn't one that comes down to a quick fix. Right now, I'm at the "rubbing the eyes a second time" stage.

It's highly uncomfortable. But by the end of this, I'll be able to see things clearly. 

That is, until The Lord decides to pick something else of mine that needs some reworking :) 


If you're in this stage, be encouraged and persevere. If you don't feel like you're in this stage, be praying for 2 things. First, pray that God would reveal something of yours that needs surrendered over to him. Next, pray that during that time, He would give you the strength and courage to completely surrender it so you can see clearly. 

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